4.15am. Christmas morning. Im spending the night awake so that Im actually awake for breakfast, considering I probaly wont see my dad much for the rest of the day, which would kinda ruin the point of coming home I guess.

Fucken balls. Shot a gig on Friday night but didnt have time to dump the photos.. but due to new ext hard drive I figured Id just do it here in Hawkes Bay. Too bad I forgot to chuck DPP on the hard drive or leave the Canon cd in my bag because I couldnt even find exsistance of the RAW photos on the camera.. Had to take down the JPEGs and have just left a few that I think may be the better pics of the night on the card and deleted the rest. Sigh. Ah well.. Blah RAW. Why do I even bother right.

This trip has been very boring.. Im sure neither of my last two main trips home were anywhere near this boring. Ive been playing GTAIV all night but more so as just something to do, thus why Im on here now. Im sure I made more story progress tonight than my brother has since he got it though. He probaly only did a few missions tops. Llama.

Bummer about tf2. I chucked in on my external to see if I could play it here but all 3 computers here are a bit shit. Absolute shit framerate and graphical glitches at 800x600 where i get something like 130fps at home on 1650x1080. sigh.

What else can I rant about. I lost my lens cap on friday night. Shooting + drinking = bad combo? Meh. Amazingly actually found a store in napier with canon caps in stock too. Amazing. My eftpos card decided to break today also. At about 5pm xmas eve. So if Im lucky I may be able to get one early saturday if I take the later bus and a ANZ here is open saturdays.. or Ill have to wait til Monday for a new card (unless banks are open boxing day which i doubt..)

So that was lame. What else is lame.. Umm.. Fuck it whats good. Blah im not even gonna touch that. Im sick of being hungry. Im eating far more than I usually would and actually have some sort of structured meal system going on this week yet I am constantly hungry. Its getting on my fucking nerves.

I feel really tired too. Its nearly 4.30 so the breakfast is really only a few hours away... But i feel fucking tired.. I know that Ill feel fine at like 9-10am mostl likely but goddamn Im tired at the moment. What to do what to do..

I think I may actually go to bed. I feel like crap and Im now thinking too much. And considering I have absolutely fuck all nothing to use to kill the next three or whatever hours before breakfast I can only envision more feeling crap and overthinking. So fuck it. eniporta gnidne siht